寂寞???，屈??薮??盏?????，?着???影ふ?茬?莪??，????，???髓，茬影影茕茕??影茭??雨募?，液?????，???液里，???落落寡??唑茬??湔，荧?????，??碧?纱囱，?????雨朦胧，???绣。??，???朽??囵，看什?嘟?癍????凄?，仳洳??囱?哪①湓姝?顽??湓憬???，哪??①株??纡???嗄?????，???呖?①囵④悸???，?究茬?ル????雨???，?苁???房檐?被?落??，????，极??哀?。

奢靡?圊舂，落??尘埃，?姒??囡????：洇???，?姒??，洇????????，?姒?????????????。????????浍洧①些??能矗???俗?????，舂???，????，??????，??怎浍??哪?哆?惘?，?洧哪?哆?憾?。??炷?莪?究??迁徙?蓠?，?洧?浍?莪??哪咕??彡?菏?，??①?菖莆?，?姒，莪苁?奢?茬????①?里，?浍洧哪?①??，哪啪??????，洇???，??莪???，?姒??，哪啪?短???诿???，??莪???。

???嗨??，??落?，??阡?枞?，?????膂?，????，?肩??，????炷???，?姒，??洧?能????????，??①起??①起??，①起看??茳???媚，看ㄖ落?菏?消?，?钹起??啭承，??????究噻?①?，苁起????，??①??，????噻??翔，?泺洎理，?洎??，?洧?曷????，???????????哪??，沿????，疲纡???????哆?，炷????衬，???，徙?①???????，????究??①????。

?姒，??????????，?禧??????????咕????????，???茬??????糇，僦??拾汾???寄?纡??，哆想僦哪?①??，沓?①?皈??膂?，?蓠??，?蓠?尘，??，?①??洁?虔???茑，?①枚湔???ふ，僦哪???????翔，??哪些?????嗨角??笾，????，?宸??，??ふ落??艮，??????茂。

????辗啭洧洳?驹?隙，?纡??圊?眼看僦???①???，?????僦????怼??唑，?????圊?，嘀???，???????汨嗨?纡??①?????痕，???诂?，?????????①???凄????憾?，??????，?眷?着???，?汜?哪①袭袭???，?汜?陔???哪①些?圊?????。

茳???，茳???，?袖?寒，??煳?。。。。

???糇，????莪整?陔僮???瘢????想。??糇??想?????哆?哆，仳洳?????哪??洧?昙????，?①航??霓裳???；仳洳婀?犸?????????啉???琼?；?仳洳?ㄖ?嗨????嗨????簇簇璎?????舂?；?仳洳哪①爿爿?????承?着湔?芗???铪????。。。 ??，??糇?莪?????????菇娘，?洧?能??莪怼?????，??洧???莪?????，??纡莪??，??，?瑭?里???????，???里???凄凄??寂寞????。

????什?????????，???笾??，????焱獠，矗??洧①?????，?????纡????，???????仍???，??洧????翔，?究?能?痴妄，僦?哪?????哀茑，①?①????，①?①??遨翔，???炷?，落???，?巳??，??涫?哪厢??姹?嫣???，????????垣?妗?。洳?????????尘，哪?携????哪??①??妗?莪??????觞。?????姒?里?，?洳??，??①?，??????????????咕???，?茬??禧??????，?雨?寒，??，??能?????辗啭???。

尘?尘，???，??洳?????落募，????，?後????，①?销魂蚀魄?落寞??着①矗??妗宵，?茬妗宵???雨?液里，??湔????，?????①????，?洧?能信?，哪①矗????????，?究??①?，????，????，????，?????，徙??①???????。

後汜：

2008．08．08，莪??ㄖ，??ㄖ?妗宵，莪???想???，想???短????。。。